Ever since I found out that Carson was going to be needing more tests I have been a basket case. The decisions that Matt and I may have to make are HUGE, life changing ones. Not little by any means and I don't like it.
It's hard to get up in the morning, I don't want to clean, I don't want to do the laundry, I don't want to workout, I don't want to do anything, and I am afraid it's showing (please don't stop by my house for a visit...)
On top of all of that, I am TRYING to diet. It's coming off slowly, but it has been tough. I know I am a stress eater and right now I have a ton of STRESS and all I want to do is EAT!! It's taking every once of me not to blow it. PLUS, it's almost Christmas. I am not by any means even close to being done shopping, and with next week being shot in Chicago, I am running out of time - which is another stressor. WHAT IS A GIRL TO DO?!?!?!
Anyhow, here is my weigh in for this week.
This weeks loss: - 2 lbs
Total weight loss: - 15 lbs
Left to lose: 48 lbs
Here's hoping for a loss and not a gain next week!
January 2010
14 years ago
1 comment:
You are still going in the right direction even if it is slow going. So don't be so hard on yourself! Loosing weight is hard to do even if you DON'T have all the crazyness that life has been throwing at you!
Even in this stressful time don't forget to enjoy the holiday season with the kids.
Go buy a box mix of cookie dough slap some dough balls on the cookie trays make round cookies and when they are baked...hand the kids some premade frosting and sprinkles!
Nothing like decorating cookies to brighten your day... Martha Stewart you need not be!
Miss you!
B
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