7.20.2011

Is it HOT enough for you Wisconsin?

Holy Smokes....I can not believe how HOT it has been here in Northeast Wisconsin the last few days. Temps up into the high 90's with the heat index reaching 105 - 110. Did I mention that is with 100% humidity? It is so hot, that going to the pool isn't even enjoyable unless you are in the water up to your nose. It's crazy, and many Wisconsinites are NOT use to it. It could go away any day now!

I guess I shouldn't complain. 6 months from now, Wisconsin will most likely hit it's all time cold temps of the year at around -20 below WITHOUT the windshield factor.

So I guess the kids and I will get a good movie (or a book) and hunker down for the day until it cools off.

Happy sweating my friends!

4.03.2011

Spring Break 2011

Mt. Olympus, Wisconsin Dells






The kids had a great time, but the big water slides were way to much for my little guys to handle. They had a great time playing in the little kid area with Kenzie.

I think everyone is ready to head back to school tomorrow!!

3.24.2011

Life

Oh gosh, I have been away for so long I can't even remember how to blog. As I was sitting here trying to figure out how to title this post, nothing was coming to mind. I have been away for so long, that I had even forgotten my login and password combo. How crazy is that?

Most of you that follow me here also follow on Facebook so you aren't totally out of the loop with my life. For you that don't follow on FB, so much has gone on that I can't even imagine trying to figure out how to catch you up, so I will have to make a very long story short.

As you know I have kiddos with medical conditions. Since December, Keegan and Carson have been my struggles. Keegan with his Chiari Malformation and Carson with her Chiari and neurogenic bladder.

Keegan has been struggling with big time leg pain since July 2010. In September of '10, our NS placed Keegan in a hard cervical collar to see if we could figure out his pain. He has been in and out of the cervical collar since September. It is now March and we are still playing with his symptoms. When Keegan is in the collar, his leg pains go away, when he is out of it for sometime, the leg pains come back. Again, it has been like this since September, but our team can't figure it out. He has symptoms of cranial instability, but his scans look OK. So it has been a big mystery.

As our last NS appointment, Dr. I was almost certain Keegan will need a craniocervical fusion. They would use rib graft and fuse the skull, c1, c2, and c3. 
 I am not sure when this will happen. Because there is no concrete diagnosis of cranial instability, we need to make sure 100 % that the fusion will help Keegan. So at this point, only time with tell.

Little Miss Carson! Oh, its been a wild ride with Carson. In the month of  February alone, we were admitted to the hospital on 3 different occasions.
This poor little girl has been complaining of stomachs since the end of November and no one can figure it out. We know that she has a tendency to became constipated fairly quickly. During one of our Urology appointments, we were advised to see GI at Children's. We got in with GI, and Carson stumped them as well. We have done numerous clean outs, we were even admitted to the hospital to have a clean out done there. They placed an NG tube in and she was hooked up to Golytely. This girl went through 4 - 4 litter containers of fluid before she was all cleaned out. It was insane!  She also has had an upper GI and an upper scope done. Still, nothing was found.

We went back to our Urologist for an appointment a few weeks ago and told him about the issues Carson is having.  Because Carson has neurogenic bladder and now bowels we were advised to stop treatment with the GI team and instead be treated solely by Urology.

At this point in time we are doing cone enemas. It seems to be working fairly well, and so far no complaints from the patient. It is, however looking like she will have to have a procedure called the MACE procedure done:

(A cecostomy or MACE (Malone Antegrade Colonic Enema) surgical procedure is performed when other therapy techniques have not helped severe constipation or fecal incontinence, the loss of bowel control. These procedures are usually only performed after other techniques to manage constipation or fecal incontinence have proven unsuccessful. This procedure gives the child, or caregiver, the ability to completely empty the colon by giving him or herself an enema through a small opening in the side of the abdomen.


MACE Procedure


The MACE procedure is similar to the cecostomy in that a small portal is made at the beginning of the large intestine. Instead of using a catheter as the passageway for the enema to flow through, the MACE procedure uses the appendix. The appendix is brought to the surface of the skin where a small opening, or stoma, is made)

This is a huge reconstruction procedure that will be permanent. its about a 9 hour surgery and takes 6 - 8 weeks to recover. So. We will see what happens. I have talked to a few parents who's children have Spina bifida who have had this procedure and everyone loves it. I am hoping that we love it as well.

So, that has been my life the last few months, besides all the other daily stuff that goes on with a family of 6.

Sorry for being away so long, but I just didn't have the spare time to write.

12.01.2010

So far behind..no time for computer

Oh, I am so far behind in my blogging. To be honest, I haven't had much time to be on the computer. Its sort of funny, but my 40 minute a day job sort of screw up my day. Crazy, I know. Since I am here, lets recap all that has been going on.

1. My babies turned 5 on Nov 15th.

2. My 7 yr olds are preparing to receive their First Reconciliation, so we have been studying, memorizing prayers, going to special classes, studying some more......

3. I was diagnosed with being pre diabetic.

4. I am on the school PTA and in charge of the Reflections program; Dec 14th.

5. Working noon supervision at one of Appleton's finest Jr. Highs

6. Found out I will be having bladder surgery on Dec 27th

7. Doing homework with kids.

8. Happy Thanksgiving!

9. Dieting and exercising so I can kick the "pre diabetic" thing to the curb - NO TIME to deal with that!

10. Making hats for all the kids in Carson and Cooper's class

11. Mentoring a mom who's daughter has craniosynostosis and will be having surgery on Dec 30th.

12. Dealing with sick kids

13. Christmas shopping

14. Trying to help Riley through a slump.

OK, So you get the picture......

Calgon, take me away!!!!

11.08.2010

A hard week

Its been a hard week in the Cole house. This past Thursday, Riley and Keegan's teacher passed away from surgery complications. She had been fighting cancer for a few years and was scheduled for a hysterectomy. She came through surgery fine, but then had a brain aneurysm and passed away unexpectedly. I went to school with the kids on Friday, and oh what a sad place school was. I was totally amazed at all the support that was around for the kids and staff. I am so thankful for being in such a fantastic school district!!
Thank you for being such a fantstic Teacher, and a wonderful woman!

 
Rest in peace Andera Oppelt!
 
Riley and Keegan miss you!!

10.21.2010

After 8 years...

 I am employed again!! I am not sure how I really feel about it, but its 1 hour a day working at one of the Middle schools in town. If anything, its a foot in the door for the future. That's a good start, right?

I know I promised to blog at least twice a week, and I am still trying to do that, but I started another blog that is private to chat about my life since I have been reunited with my birth family. I needed a place to vent with only a few of my closest friends. Its been great to get stuff off my chest without the "judgement".
Everyone hears about the biological family, but nobody ever hears how hard it is being the adoptee. I needed a place to call my own, and now I have one.

10.03.2010

I know

Again, I know I start my entries with..." I know its been awhile since I have blogged", but gees, Its about time that I blogged!

I used to use my blog time as ME time, and for some funny reason my ME time has been slipping away from me, and I miss it. I have lost all focus of finding ME, and it has all turned to my hubby and the kids.

I hate inside who I have become, the wife, the mother, the person... I hate it all. I feel like I don't even know who I am anymore, and that scares me.

I am finding myself doing things that I wouldn't normally do.

I am finding that I haven't been in contact with the most of the people who I used to have daily contact with.

I am finding I am not in contact with the people I love most....

I HATE IT!

I need to turn my life clock back about 6 months and start over again.

As many of you know I have been in contact with my biological family. Most parts are great and some things are not so good. It was consuming my life for most of the summer and I think that is when I truly started slipping away from myself. I used to like who I was, the mother that I was, the wife I was, and now.... eh!.

Maybe if I start with baby steps...like getting my ME timeback, I will begin to "like" me again.

So, blogging world... I am back.

I vow to post at least twice a week!!

Lets see where this takes me!!

Anyone willing to help?